You know when things start going really well in life and then you start panicking at the fact things are going really well and that some terrible god-awful event must be around the corner to balance this all out? Well this is what I’m currently experiencing to the point where I am stressed all of the time, even when I’m asleep!
In that aspect, I am truly my father’s daughter. I worry about EVERYTHING. When things are bad, I’m stressed that they’re bad. When things are good, I’m stressed that something bad is going to happen soon so I had better not get used to things being good. There is just no winning. Over the past few months however, I have managed for the most part to keep my stress under wraps and I am learning to deal with it, which is about bloody time.
Currently, life is pretty fantastic. I’ve just got a new AMAZING job which I am incredibly excited about. The boy and I are doing better than ever. We have a lovely little flat which will be even lovelier once it is decorated which is my plan for my days off next week. I’ve got to spend some awesome time with my sister lately which is great as I have missed her loads since leaving home. The weather is the icing on the cake.
So, for however long this may continue, and however it will end, for now I’m just going to enjoy it. Be happy. RELAX.