I have been so lucky the past 6 months. Tom and I always had time to spend together during the week - it may not have been much, maybe just a quick chat over dinner before bed, but it kept me going until the weekends when I knew I would see him and could just hang out with him for 48hrs straight and catch up on life.
Tomorrow he starts his new job, and although I couldn’t be more proud at how well he has done and the position he has got, it means that 99% of days I won’t see him at all. I won’t get to have that chat over dinner, or spend those 48hrs with him at the weekends.
I guess this is the life of young adults trying to make things work and build a future together. Maybe it will all be worth it in the end. All I know is that I already miss him to death and he’s only 4ft away sleeping.
I really hope we make it through this. Because I don’t know what I would do without him. <3